At time like this is when I miss my bitch
Never disrespect you quick you too legit
I'm in the bottom sliding high and gliding
Man I swear I hope I fucking find you
Drowning bleach within my eyelids
For fucking with your heart
Instead of putting you through
Labels wanna sign me now when
They said I wouldn't amount to shit
Now how I'm 18 and fucking
Groupies in hoopties when
I was broke as fuck in my momma's crib
Doing this oh so nonchalant
Doing drugs in apartment beds
So profound we off this shit but back to you
I'm staring at the man up in the
Mirror but I couldn't see him
We clear that I'm clearly lonely
And sittin' you clearly know me
You get it but where my conscious at?
Where was you when I overdosed
Nearly catchin' a heart attack
Lowkey I be off Percocets
Just to numb all them bitches
Just to see all them living this
Hate this life how I'm living it
Pops ain't never seeing him
Clout I never cared for it
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Ay, fuck that nigga, fuck that nigga
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
My left kidney inside fuck that nigga
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you
And now it kills me inside
But I stay quiet I can croft the sadness
As long as you happy I'm vibin' as
Long as you smilin' I'm breathin'
And I know I can't be your keeper
But these secrets they just like slit skin
Throw alcohol on in my gash when you clean it
I'm scheming for riches no disrespect
I disrespect the cash made quick shit
I just love you till the end
Until the world falls and we burn
In a deep hell and abyss and from the devil
I hope you love my potion just get a lick
Give me chances within' the candle to
But like fuck it you had to dip
And in the end, i look like a bitch cause
I couldn't love you legit in the end
I look like a bitch cause
I couldn't love you legit fuck
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Ay, fuck that nigga, fuck that nigga
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
My left kidney inside fuck that nigga
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you