I catch myself tiptoeing around you
Won't ask for help, I don't want to upset you
I'm outta touch with my feelings
And I'm too scared to admit it
I feel like a ghost, can't see my reflection
I hate the way that I crave your affection
I'm outta touch with my feelings
And I'm too scared to admit it
Better off I don't think, better off I lie
It'll be too painful leaving you behind, oh
Staring at the back door open
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all of your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you
Talk in my sleep 'cause all I have is nightmares
You're not what I need, but right now I don't care
'Cause I can tell that you're happy
That's the burden I'll carry
It's not hard to see but it's hard to leave
You're not everything, just the only thing
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all of your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just how I (I really love you)
How I love you (I really love you)
That's just, that's just how I
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just, that's just (I really love you)
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all of your feelings
Didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
'Cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller
That's just how I love you