phone notes full of thoughts i can't shake life,

inbox box full of unreads avoid replies,

dms full of unsents regret i tried,

you would think i was depressed,

lack of connections & stress but still i thrive,

this cold world could turn anybody into a heartless monstrosity searching for Love and honesty,

honestly most saying they want and ain't really with it,

when they look in the mirror then that honesty hittin different,

ain't real with yourself,

and neither is your whole circle,

so easily jaded phone validated by the culture,

they offering deals you can't refuse & you buyin em all,

masks you trying em all,

fallin' for everythang,

you ain't standin,

you fittin the mold,

talkin bout inner peace,

but the pieces all over the floor,

talkin bout finding yourself,

not lookin to change it at all,

vacay won't change it at all,

material therapy and accomplishments fade when you gone,

but what do i know,

it's a long way down on your own pedestal,

drowned in your own arrogance,

life rafts irrelevant,

your world we livin in it,

really interestin isn't it,

how a couple dollar signs can alter position,

how a couple opportunities inflate the ego,

selfish characters,

they floatin on hot air and people,

peep the peep hole,

but don't kill the messenger,

powers that be conspiracy,

preview the hidden messages,

gone

Always trying to track us in the game

Cause it's always been the same

They just want to put the tag on you

Know that they can buy you with some fame and a couple nice things

Now your soul's on the table too

Who you gonna call when it all falls

down down down

and the finally get their hands on you?

Gotta keep your head in the clouds

Don't go down down down

Never let them put the price on you

Yeah, and you should know the difference

Independence and freedom the way I'm doing business

You just gotta stay focused

Don't let them in the picture

They gone mess up the money

And everything you're building

Feel ain't no ceiling

Feel like ima kill it

Feeling rich I'm like a million

Dollars in a hand bag

They wont understand that

Hide their insecurities behind all of the hashtags

Talking from the back and won't do nothing to surpass you

I just sit and laugh I can't afford to be distracted

People always capping

Frankly I see past them

So I keep on doing me until I'm in the casket

Always trying to track us in the game

Cause it's always been the same

They just want to put the tag on you

Know that they can buy you with some fame and a couple nice things

Now your soul's on the table too

Who you gonna call when it all falls

down down down

and the finally get their hands on you?

Gotta keep your head in the clouds

Don't go down down down

Never let them put the price on you

Keeping it candid, really I'm my biggest enemy

I Wrote this one for me and for my frenemies

serenity invited snakes and centipedes

It's only human nature taking advantage of your inner piece

Finally recognize my pride on the line when it calls like

All I hear is

Blah blah blah blah blah

Is that all?

Tell me what I didn't know,

It was only Useless holding hubris in my inner soul

And I don't owe you nothing

They want my blood now but we're not cousins

voices in my head say I gotta give them something

Sometimes it's for their best to say no

Nah nah nah nah yeah

No to stress no to lies

No to overcompensating

and the lust in my eyes

No to over working, over worried, over thinking over hurried

Over trying to force it now my vision blurry

And I'm taking the weapon that's stretched in the direction of my foes

and wait

For the protection that I step in when my soul is safe

From the registers and predators here preying on the fray and I'll be praying on it too but with my knees to the stage, boliou