Didn't realize losing you was a lot to take in
I don't even wanna go out now I just wanna stay in
I guess this the payback for all my sins
You ask what's wrong with you? Where do I begin
So hurt, when you call me I pretend to sleep in
I try to ignore all that shit, but it always creeps in
Inside of my mind I know this the end
I don't even wanna go-out now I just wanna stay in
I guess this payback for all my sins
You ask what's wrong with you? Where do I begin
Inside of my mind I know this the end
I know that we called it a quits
But I do not get how it's easy for you when for me it's just hard to forget
I swear that every thought that I had about you was as pure as a diamond baguette
My intentions for you was the best
But look at you now, you left
All gone just like the rest
And I felt I went through a death
Oh yeah this shit have done made me a mess
But I got me a shawty who wanna confess
She said that she wanna undress
I told her you better get wet
She better have real good sex
Or she gonna end up my ex
Not giving a fuck what you say
Not giving a single lil fuck what you say
Cause I know by the end of the day
Its only me who about to get paid
Move to the hills way up far in LA
I get high as the sky, like what is a plane?
And I do this shit everyday
And I know when it comes to the night
I get high while I rot in my shame
Shawty like you were my only escape
Like what do you expect me to think?
I be getting too high, can't even blink
Getting so high that I can't even see
Getting so high that I can't even breath
Didn't realize losing you was a lot to take in
And at this point I wouldn't wanna be just friends
With all of these feelings for you, how could I just pretend?
Swear to god if I had that chance, I wouldn't do it again
But I know, because of the past, you'd think I'd do it again
And I try to ignore all that shit but it's all I'm thinking
Inside of my mind I know, this the end