I never thought it would be you

To make me feel the tug of the knife

Coming out my gut

With You pulling it out

No I thought you were the love of my life

And you were

It was not a dream

What we had was real

A beautiful thing

Beautiful souls

We both are

We both had come so far - just

Two people on path

From the wreckage of the past

Seconds from crash then

Putting pieces back

In our lives at the same time

Strange how we were matched then

Friendship turned to understanding

Turned to love then to passion

Shaded from the rain

I related to your pain

more than you can imagine

Back then

I could just get lost in your eyes

I saw that

You were lost into mine

Two lives crossed intertwined

True love is such an awesome design

Created by the fates

And we followed on the road

But tomorrow's never owed

And you disappeared

Now I'm looking back

Where we could've went lost it in time

There's a whole from the bottom of my soul to the top of it cause it's ripped in half

I couldn't understand how forever love

Could ever have shift this fast

You came back

Like the ghost of Christmas past

Say you still love me then disappear again

Just as soon as Christmas passed

Chasing Ghosts

Always the ones that I love the most

Where did you go and hide?

Have no fear, I'm right here

On the other side

Take my hand, fly away

Come with me

It's been months I been spinning

Revolving but Still evolving a little

At a time -with this jigsaw

Puzzle puzzled it's like

solving a riddle

I don't want get high over this shit

So I keep God in the middle

God in the middle

Cause the devils sitting

On the fucking wall with a fiddle

And he plays a song that'll

Take you out....sadly

That's just the truth for me

everything that ever mattered to me

Drugs took so ruthlessly

I been sober 6 years now

still remember how the shit used to be

But couldn't see in real time

That that's what took you from me

Hungry ghosts hungry ghosts

Try to tell me something close

To the truth but the lies

You would hide deep inside

stung me most stung me most

You and I we are both

The same oath at one time

Now a stunning dose of reality

Is coming close

To a close

And I'm only stunting

growth to suppose

That you'd change

Any time soon

Cause You already

Went and chose what chose

Chose what you chose

And If Anybody

know how this goes

I was on that road

Every low to my battered soul

Guess you gotta know for yourself

What you gotta know

I just hope that

You make it out alive

But in the meantime

Ill be right here

Waiting for you on the other side

Chasing Ghosts

Always the ones that I love the most

Where did you go and hide?

Have no fear, I'm right here

On the other side

Take my hand, fly away

Come with me