Way too hard on myself

Need more help

Need more drugs

Helping myself back up I cant let myself get stuck

They come to me for life advice but I don't know my own

Even when I'm home, I'm not home

It don't feel like home

Never said that I was perfect

Never said that I was worth it

Left me alone in an empty home

Said you love me you don't even call my phone

Never said that I was perfect

Never said that I was worth it

Left me alone in an empty home

Said you love me you even don't call my phone

And I almost quit this music shit

I've been getting impatient I just wanna make it

Yeah I wanna feel the smile, I don't wanna fake it

Crush the menthol in my camel and you know I face it