God feel like I'm always lazy

I wonder if God made me at half of the speed

As she did with my friends

And my peers

So my lens

Isn't clear

And my future

Feels foggy

And blurred

So yeah I made this sorry ass beat

Just so that I could talk you over your screen

And I could ask

If you kept all your dreams

Or they washed away clean

And left you

Jaded, tired, and abused

By the endless cycle of motion

We call our everyday lives

And the rules and regulations that are clearly contrived

And the light and hope and glimmer escaping through the eyes

Of your friends and family or just strangers walking by

But I guess that's life

We all live

And we die

We all waste countless hours so why shouldn't I waste mine

I mean our eyes are closed and we're asleep over a fourth of our time

So yeah

What do you think?

Oh I just think god feel like I'm always lazy

And oh my God I need to stop tryna be deep

There's just so much

I could tend to

And friendships

To mend with

Who ever I've had in my life

And so yeah I should get out and change my mood

But I think I'd rather sit here and consume

Whatever my friends and celebs

Posted up and what's trending

The day's ending what can I do?