I messed a lot of things up
She took me under the comforter and just held me there
I couldn't help thinking something of it
I'm still in love it's funny
I wonder what she's up to
I walk around with a hundred pounds inside my tummy
And It's weighing me down, honey
Love isn't love unless it is and even then it's ugly
Thing is it's often bloody
And blurry, and messy, and muddy, a cutthroat business
I wonder if she's listening?
And so I should shut the fuck if I wanna stay friends
Because last time I made a mess before I made amends
But last time was the last time
It's like the last thing on my mind is making sense
And the first is making things worse
Everything turns into dirt
Every one I've laid at least I'm cursed
Lady love isn't person that she said she was online
Of being a fly on the wall
There's no flower at all where I can find
I Find pieces of me one at time
I got my own back no matter who's at my side
I'm beside my own self half of the time
How are you enjoying your stay in the back of my mind?
And mind you, me mind happen to be in rapid decline
Since you haven't been sad all the time?
If I'm not laughing it's fine