How I see the world will never compare to your vision

I see a prison with endless freedom

I know how it sounds its twisting up the nerves in my brain

My anxiety walking with a cane after the new arrival

New guests didn't even get a cup of tea they're mad at me now

They made me wear glasses with shadows in the corners

They knocked on the walls at night, played skinwalkers

They took the colour out of my skin and put it all under my eyes

They played a game who's the first one to die

They set me up with the wrongest guys

They do a test every week

Are you still hungry?

Are you still weak?

They made me beat up the love of my life

They give me the prettiest, shiniest knife

They want to kick me out and live in me alone

They wanna poison the body to the bone

They make me hate all my family and friends

Speed it up I wanna see the end

How the fuck am I still hanging

Around and not from the ceiling crashing?

I tried, I tried

It didn't work you're pathetic for thinking

That you won't end up alone and drinking

Like your mother with family but still alone

Surrounded by people, in the wrong home