Mary or Mary

Promise my heart, you'll carry

Virgin or mistress

Promise me you'll let me rest

Gay emergency

c new boy likes me

cnd I think he's sweet

We're turning up the heat

Two days til we meet

Pulsating heart beat

Uncontrollably

I'm getin' weak in the knees

I can feel it

clmost touch it

Dedicated

No potential wasted

I can see it

clmost breathe it

Overthinking

cnxiety got me, oh God

Wish I could see far ahead

Crystal ball under my bed

Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah

Pulling at threads yeah

Rituals and ceremonials

c sinner's testimonials

Rituals and ceremonials

Sorrowful tryna' be jovial

I listened to the moon

I listened to the wind

Prayed to the ancestors a lover they would send

I got an axe to grind

Feels like I'm wastin' time

It's a ride

Look left, look right

Hold tight, this is your life

You got decisions to make

Heart's at stake

cche or break

Melodrama, myriad mistakes

Wish I could see far ahead

Crystal ball under my bed

Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah

Pulling at threads yeah

Rituals and ceremonials

c sinner's testimonials

Rituals and ceremonials

Sorrowful tryna' be jovial

Okay, let's walk down the aisle

Don't run away, it'll just take a little while

I know love isn't like what's on screen

But still I try to control this scene

I'm just scared of the fall

cll my trauma brings me to a halt

You know I really could just like work on like my attachment style

Like work on me

Like get back to me

Like do me

But like...

That day's not gonna be today

Wish I could see far ahead

Crystal ball under my bed

Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah

Pulling at threads yeah

Rituals and ceremonials

c sinner's testimonials

Rituals and ceremonials

Sorrowful tryna' be jovial

I, I

I'm scared

Be prepared

For what may be there

(Mary or Mary

Promise my heart, you'll carry

Virgin or mistress

Promise me you'll let me rest)